a sigh of major relief ...

soooooo .. the one thing that has been realllllllllllllllllllllllly bothering me .. besides the fact i have all this excess .. STUFF all over my body from the pregnancy .. even dropping 20 of it after my pregnancy .. im not okay with it! but the thing that was really bothering me .. my engagement ring wouldnt fit! i cant remember exactly when it didnt start to fit. or more so ive chosen not to remember ... i just remember during the middle of my pregnancy .. swelling in the hands and feet were a majorrrrrrrrrr problem for me .. ive never looked down and had cankles!! never!!!! it was so bad that my doctor freaked out at my weight gain one week .. not understanding .. cause i didnt look like i was gaining too much weight .. then he looked down at my cankles .. "OH .. you are soo swollen .. thats a relief!"

ummmmmmmmm relief?

turns out all that extra weight was water weight from all my swollenesssssssssss ..

all in all ..

i tried my ring on for the first time since i had krystal ..

oh man let me tell you those few seconds before i slipped on the ring was such a moment of anxiety .. followed with a major sigh of relief ...

it fuckin finally fits ..