a new year. a new life. a new me.

2009.

a new year. a new life. a new me.

the other day, hubby asked me a question that totally threw me off gaurd.

"Is this where you pictured yourself in life at 27 when you were younger?"

i thought for a sec .. and in a matter of about 3 seconds, what and where, i thought i would be at 27 flashed through my head ..

I answered honestly, "No."

Then I noticed that I might have offended him

"not that im not okay or happy with where i am .. its just not where i thought id be ...

and of course it led to ... "what did you think, how was it going to be?"

i was embarrassed to even say. i didn't answer.

im still embarrased to say ..

a girl can hold on to her childhood fantasy of how her life would be as an adult in private .. no?

cheers to a new year. a new life. and a new me ...