pooooooped ...

am soo pooped

had a long weekend ..

friday was a good day. hit up the gym. OH which reminds me .. ive been going to the one in cerritos off the 605 and it is crazzzzzzzzzzzzzy packed. ughhhh .. so i decided to hit up the one in la mirada. and oh em gee .. apparently the people in the city of la mirada do not care much about working out. wow talk about empty. makes me soo happy! hahahahahaaa .. on a good road to recovering my bod. ;)

rockin rock hard bodies this summer .. ya dig? yah .. vanity is a bitch .. :P

on saturday jasmine came over .. we went out to lunch .. hit up the mall after .. and well, just caught up. had a blast. yah.yah.yah. ;) krystal was sooo good. the whole time. until we were on our way home. then it was OVER. tired, hungry, tired. yeahhhhhh crazy ride home. got home fed her, changed her and then she knocked out throughout the night. :)

sunday .. was my ex coworker's son bday. so i got krystal ready. got myself ready. headed out to toysrus to go grab colins gift, i followed the request of hubby to get colin THE BEST nerf gun there was. so i grabbed a $30.00 plastic gun that shoots glow in the dark darts .. yahhhhhh .. hahahaha .. and they even dug out the razor to give to him. toooo cute. then headed to the bowling alley .. wow. i felt old. especially when you have little kids coming up to you to ask for permission to have soda. yah. and then going on a mission cause that one boy harrison, (his name is spelt H-A-R-R-I-S-O-N) yes, he spelt it for me, is not allowed to drink soda. so of course .. knowing that i would be the type of mother that wil lnot allow krystal to drink soda. went on a mission to buy him an almost $2.00 little bottled water. :P

kids grow fast. just last year. emma was a baby. a colin was a bigger baby. and now. wow .. talk about grown. little mini adults i tell ya. so well mannered. well spoken. and polite.

colin, his bff harrison, and emma baby.

colin slipped and fell .. hahahahahaha!

kelli helping emma baby ..

so cute.

emma and her friends lolita. yes, lolita aka lola. hahahahahaha .. so cute!

kelli also gave me krystals gift .. she wasnt able to make her baek il party ... soo cute. of course she went overboard and bought her like 7 outfits and the book. the bible on how to raise your child. methods that most parents look at in horror. but when i look at those parents kids and kellis kids. yeahhh im definitely looking into how kelli raised her kids. and i think i may follow the bible.

i put it in effect today. affect, effect. whatever. she pretty much followed schedule on her own. except the putting her down for a nap part. she wants me to hold her and rock her to sleep. the bible states. no. just put her down and let her sleep. and i did that. and for 40 min straight. it was crazy screaming crying shakiness in her voice from screaming soo hard. yah. it hurt me soo much. 20 min into it i of course txted kelli. help. should i just pick her up. kelli of course responds in a quickness. no. 35 min later. still at it. i txt kelli. help. shes still crying. she txted .. fine. pick her up. by the time i got her txt. it was .. quiet? oh em gee. 40 min of straight crazy screaming .. (she has her fathers stubborness. okay and maybe mine too) she finally went to sleep. it still in the back of my mind. will she think i dont love her if i do this? nooo ?? is what i keep telling myself. i play with her with love, feed her with love, change her with love, shower her with l ove, speak toh er with love, just cause i do not rock her and hold her to put her to sleep (which may i remind you smetimes takes an hour! AND if i try to put her down. shell wake up and cry again .. which then i hold her through her WHOLE NAP!) she will not think i do not love her. she will not develop insecurity from this. she is a SUPEr happppy baby. she knows shes loved. im just not letting her control me.

wow. shes sleeping right now. like i do not have to hold her. like omg. like my arm is not falling asleep. like.like.like. hahahhahaaaa ...

hahahaha time to get my cleaning done!

omg! this is insane!