lots a love

iphone love ..


nina love .. hahahaha do you see whats wrong with this pic?


i <3 new york love ..

nina love ...

laker love ..




i have been seeing my dear friend gym .. for the last week and a half .. burning 400 plus calories a day .. so why does the scale say not a single pound has of fat has disappeared from my body ..

:(

staring a a beautiful pile of jeans that i can not fit into ..

its actually quite depressing .. hahahaa

pooooooped ...

am soo pooped

had a long weekend ..

friday was a good day. hit up the gym. OH which reminds me .. ive been going to the one in cerritos off the 605 and it is crazzzzzzzzzzzzzy packed. ughhhh .. so i decided to hit up the one in la mirada. and oh em gee .. apparently the people in the city of la mirada do not care much about working out. wow talk about empty. makes me soo happy! hahahahahaaa .. on a good road to recovering my bod. ;)

rockin rock hard bodies this summer .. ya dig? yah .. vanity is a bitch .. :P

on saturday jasmine came over .. we went out to lunch .. hit up the mall after .. and well, just caught up. had a blast. yah.yah.yah. ;) krystal was sooo good. the whole time. until we were on our way home. then it was OVER. tired, hungry, tired. yeahhhhhh crazy ride home. got home fed her, changed her and then she knocked out throughout the night. :)

sunday .. was my ex coworker's son bday. so i got krystal ready. got myself ready. headed out to toysrus to go grab colins gift, i followed the request of hubby to get colin THE BEST nerf gun there was. so i grabbed a $30.00 plastic gun that shoots glow in the dark darts .. yahhhhhh .. hahahaha .. and they even dug out the razor to give to him. toooo cute. then headed to the bowling alley .. wow. i felt old. especially when you have little kids coming up to you to ask for permission to have soda. yah. and then going on a mission cause that one boy harrison, (his name is spelt H-A-R-R-I-S-O-N) yes, he spelt it for me, is not allowed to drink soda. so of course .. knowing that i would be the type of mother that wil lnot allow krystal to drink soda. went on a mission to buy him an almost $2.00 little bottled water. :P

kids grow fast. just last year. emma was a baby. a colin was a bigger baby. and now. wow .. talk about grown. little mini adults i tell ya. so well mannered. well spoken. and polite.

colin, his bff harrison, and emma baby.

colin slipped and fell .. hahahahahaha!

kelli helping emma baby ..

so cute.

emma and her friends lolita. yes, lolita aka lola. hahahahahaha .. so cute!

kelli also gave me krystals gift .. she wasnt able to make her baek il party ... soo cute. of course she went overboard and bought her like 7 outfits and the book. the bible on how to raise your child. methods that most parents look at in horror. but when i look at those parents kids and kellis kids. yeahhh im definitely looking into how kelli raised her kids. and i think i may follow the bible.

i put it in effect today. affect, effect. whatever. she pretty much followed schedule on her own. except the putting her down for a nap part. she wants me to hold her and rock her to sleep. the bible states. no. just put her down and let her sleep. and i did that. and for 40 min straight. it was crazy screaming crying shakiness in her voice from screaming soo hard. yah. it hurt me soo much. 20 min into it i of course txted kelli. help. should i just pick her up. kelli of course responds in a quickness. no. 35 min later. still at it. i txt kelli. help. shes still crying. she txted .. fine. pick her up. by the time i got her txt. it was .. quiet? oh em gee. 40 min of straight crazy screaming .. (she has her fathers stubborness. okay and maybe mine too) she finally went to sleep. it still in the back of my mind. will she think i dont love her if i do this? nooo ?? is what i keep telling myself. i play with her with love, feed her with love, change her with love, shower her with l ove, speak toh er with love, just cause i do not rock her and hold her to put her to sleep (which may i remind you smetimes takes an hour! AND if i try to put her down. shell wake up and cry again .. which then i hold her through her WHOLE NAP!) she will not think i do not love her. she will not develop insecurity from this. she is a SUPEr happppy baby. she knows shes loved. im just not letting her control me.

wow. shes sleeping right now. like i do not have to hold her. like omg. like my arm is not falling asleep. like.like.like. hahahhahaaaa ...

hahahaha time to get my cleaning done!

omg! this is insane!

has it been that long ..

wow, getting back into the swing of my gooood ol' friend .. gym.

could it have been THAT long.

it hurts. emotionally. not being able to put out .. what use to be soooooo easy .. but, i must not push my body toooo hard.

i must say. the feeling is awesome. being able to go to the gym. i know people are thinking .. youre so retarded.

but you just dont understand. my body is starting to feel like it did before. relief. do you know how many horror stories i heard during my pregnancy?

all i need is for my hair to stop falling out! no not wig status .. but yes .. fallling out. :(

like i said .. the summer is mine. i cant wait. yeah remember that cuuute bikini i purchased last year .. right before i got pregnant. yah. and many more bikini purchases to come this summer. *winkwink* ...

oh man. summer days. with my baby boo boo<3>

this morning, our matching morning hair~!

xoxo~!

boycott fb??

so according to perez ...

Boycott Facebook! Here's Why
Filed under: Icky Icky Poo > Tech Talk

We're so glad we've never uploaded any of our stuff onto Facebook!
You Facebook users are SCREWED.
Did you know that everything you've loaded up into your profile (personal pictures, etc.) belongs to Facebook, even after you've closed your account?
That's what it says in the Terms of Service you agreed to when you opened your account, apparently.
The Consumerist recently uncovered this disturbing info and it's causing quite a stir.
So, what does this mean?
Basically, Facebook can do whatever the hell they want with YOUR STUFF.
And, they can do so WITHOUT your permission.
For example, they can license your personal pictures out to companies, make a shizzle of money and don't have to give you a dime.
Sounds really, really shitty and sooo shady!!!!!

????

never again

i was craving yogurtland yesterday.


so steve took me to go get some.


omg. wtf. are we not in a recession?


so how come sooo many people are shopping!



never ever again will i ever go to the one in cerritos mall.

to be quite honest ..

i am not a valentine's day fan. i do not like going out on valentine's day. puhlease? whats so romatinc about everyone and their mammas heading out to dinner on the same night. where everything takes forever .. its jammm packed and crazy loud.





but that does not mean .. that i do not expect a present! hahahahaaa ..




elsa perreti .. letter k initial pendant. k is for krystal. not kim. :)







we did vday at home.

lobster, crab, steak, corn, n fruit for dessert!


ive finally made a deal with the hubby.

im officially heading back to the gym starting tonight.

i deserve 2 hours a night ALONE.

i hope it comes back!

its there everyyy morning .. and then .. BAM .. gone ..

i love it!

i should reallly appreciate this time i have. cause honestly who knows when ill be able to just chill out at home with my baby?

but its always like that. when youre working .. you wish you could have lazy days again. when you have lazy days? it drives you nuts and you wish you were working again.

right now. its a good time. im ENJOYING my lazy days .. watching krys grow. watching her become stronger. watching her be soooo observant of everything. watching her trying to talk. omg. insane. trust me. TRUST ME. i was one to never really want kids. i was terrified. i was even terrified of the whole marriage thing. i cant believe me. im married. with a kid. all my friends freak out when they hear this. but i guess thats the thing with being a women. you may think you werent cut out for all this. youd be surprised. i think im capable of being a super mom.

i use to look at those mothers that worked spent time with their kids and family. kept their home beautifully up to par. cook. clean. and even had time for themselves and her friends. and i really thought wow. their crazy. i dont know how they do it.

but i do. and i can. and i will.

i can be a supermom!

my scrapbook material collection ..


pretty scrapbook papers


borders

cute little phrase stickers

3d stickers/sayings

all sorts of different sticker letters

what it looks like while im scrapbooking ..

awwwwwwww her first scrapbook!

it takes soooo much time just to creat 1 page. but in the end .. its soo worth it. i love seeing the outcome. i love creating different pages!

adjusting ...

things are finally settling in nicely. krystal is falling in to a nice schedule. even living with a man that makes it almost impossible to put her on a schedule due to his "problem." its all about stability for a baby. and it was sooooo hard trying to pull that off here. but id like to think i did a pretty damn good job. especially under my circumstances.

which brings me to my next problem. patience is a virtue .. right? well im laccccccking that one for sure. i want out now. i want to move. i want to start building my home. i want to go furniture shopping and buy beautiful pieces to start our life with .. i want to decorate krystals room. i want to pick up my new car TODAY. i want i want i want .. NOW.

remember kim. patience is a virtue. one that i am lacking.

i must set a good example.

patience is a virtue. patience is a virtue. patience is a virtue.

i wonder if i type that enough .. i will automatically obtain that virtue?

hahahahaaaa ..

patience is a bitch.

i had lunch with nina on .. tuesday? had a blast. a very good friend of mine since jr. high. very good. kit i even whilei was in ny. and then yeah. some stuff in her life. but its all g now. it was like nothing changed. but it did .. cause were older. but it didnt. we were looking through old pictures. it was crazy insane. i cant believe my make up back then. what the hell was i thinking? hahahaaa ..

at the restaurant ..

isnt she sooooo cute!

baby yah<3

oh how i love you ...

scrapbooking ...

yup .. me, scrapbooking.

i cant believe it either.

dropping money on scrapbooking supplies. hahhaaa ..

i love it.

twinnies<3

shes sooo cute.

hahahaa .. i hope she starts looking more like me when she gets older .. *crossingfingers*

dont you hate ...

dont you hate when you spend hours .. even days on a damn blog and it erases??? doesnt save? what the fuck ever! DISAPPEARS! doesnt post!!! dammit!
i spent literally .. 3 days on 25 random things about me on facebook. 3 DAYS! and when i finish .. i dont know what i did. but .. voila~ its gone. and im done. im over it. it toook way too long! (:
my friends know me. i am a wierdo. the end.
ooooooh .. i got my baby ERGO carrier last weekend! LOVES IT! best thing ever!!
i hate rain!
except when im sitting here in the dark curled up in blankets and my coffee. watching the rain from inside out. jamming out to classical! thats the best!
hahahaaaaa ever since the pregnancy .. ive been listening to classical ALOT! i admit it was for krys. its crazy how it has grown on me ...


me n my fatty mini-tom.


i havent had dark hair in soooooo long! i died my hair after krys came .. but then i changed it back cause i wanted to match krys. i know. im gay!

have a great weekend!

fast weekend ...

this weekend flew by ... !

saturday was crazzzzzzzzzzy busy!


i slept in! started my day at 8! thats sooo late for me now!! hahhaaahha .. 8 am on a saturday a little over a year ago wouldve been just uncalled for!



now i usually start my days anywhere between 5-6 am .. :)

i just cant go back to sleep after her morning feeding!


it was a crazy cooking day!


we cooked everything from scratch! chap chae. dong geul. oh jing uh og jun with spicy gan jang sauce! korean sang chu & pa salad thingy .. we bought crazy pounds of gal bi .. mandoooooo .. and of course homemade kimcheee from the old folks ...



min baby swung by early .. and i loooooooooooooove catching up with her! im am very proud of her. she has become such a beautiful and strong individual. loooves it! annnnnd she of course brought the CUTEST (and freakin most delicious) cupcakes ever .. and im going to say .. i like them better then sprinkles. YUP .. i said it. theyre better. and smaller! just the perfect cupcake size! not tooo big .. where your like omg. this is too much, i feel bad. not too small .. where its a tease. it was just right! while i was showering krys .. andrew walks in .. and says, kim we discussed this outside. and we think we should put these cupcakes away and eat them later .. between us. cause they look tooooo good. AHAHAHAHAAAAA .. sure andrew. :) they were gone before i could take a pic. and i told them not to dust them before i could take a pic!!! cupcake fanatics .. this place is a must!







thanks min!


dude. the girls made me drink .. and i could never drink in the first place .. yannnno? and wow .. 1 HUGE cocktail later and .. talk about drunken stupor .. :P



99.9% of the pics areon minas camera. she 551 images on her camera that she still HAS NOT uploaded yet .. so i dunnnnno when well get to see them!!



heres a few that were on my camera. that i totallllly forgot about. please excuse my drunken. red. face.








smile .. look at lizzy .. on the right. she is such a poser!! my typppa girl! hahhaaaa ..






goooofy pic .. kayla .. didnt want bunnyears .. so she moved behind me and gave me ultimate antelors!!!




hahahah .. FATTY! look at the baby feet on the tv!





my shirt matches the girl on tv!







sam chooon! lizzy is in LOVE with andrew!




fatty's hello kitty balloon ... :)




happy 100 day's my fatty fat. i loveeeeeeeeee you sooo much<3