it's been tooooooo long

wow. i have really neglected you. and i am so sorry. life has been pretty busy. life is good. crazy. up n down. all around. but in the end. krystal makes it soooooooo much better. i do not know what i would do without her. and she is growing so fast everyday. everyday. and i feel like im missing so much cause of work. but no work. no money. and money. how would i be able to provide all plus more for my baby? playing with her this morning. wow. she is getting so big.

do you remember that show .. a long long time ago .. where that girl could stop time by putting her 2 first fingers together?

well .. im *puttingmy2firstfingerstogether* and the time aint stopping.

:(

these are LITERALLLLLLY OFF THE CHAIN ...

I WANT, I NEED, I HAVE TO HAVE .. ~!!



why cant money grow on trees?

i dont want to jinx it.

so im not going to talk about it!
but i will definitely let you guys know if i have or have not gotten the JOB.
:P
*crossingfingers*

the marc jacobs blazer i thought i would never fit back into. isnt it soo cuute.



i love the collar



AND the cuffs and the pockets



i saw the funniest thing on the road. literally a thing. i cant even call it a car, but it had plates and registration and everything!



goofy mood.



and yes. we go to the movies to .. SLEEP. hahahaa .. DURING CB!!
CB = CHRISTIAN BALE.
how is that even possible??
I DONT KNOW.




nina and baby yah <3 <3

omgomgomg.

so.
wow.
i saw my friend kelli last saturday.
we hung out, had lunch, her hubby took a couple of pics of krys for me ..




i txted her on thursday, cause ive been really gungho on finding a job. and thats the job that i reallllly wanted. it has the on site daycare and the preshool right next door that is fully accredited by the National Association for the Education of Young Children.

wow.

so she told me she turned in my resume friday morning cause .. there is a JOB that opened .. that is just for me .. i get a call friday afternoon. i have an interview monday at 2.

omgomgomg.

i havent interviewed in YEARS .. and i am sooo nervous. moreso cause i want THIS job .. bad. real bad. and i already know the disappoint ill feel if i dont get it. i know there are younger, fresher, more educated, candidates out there. ughhhhh .. and that'll just put a knife right into my ego. ;P

omgomgomg.

i am so nervous.

and i know exactly what i am going to wear. i have these reallllly cuuute dark grey slacks. and i think i am going to go with the a black blouse. and my reaLLLLLY CUUTE dark plum mark jacobs blazer. the collar and cuffs are to die for on this blazer. i must post a pic of it. and if course some reallly cute black peep toe pumps. to curl the hair .. or to go pin straight? to wear the cartier watch .. or not :) would it be tooo much? hahahaahaaa ..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nervous.

please pray for me. please wish me luck!

i know i mentioned how i was going to do better with bloggin .. blase blase blase. sorry!

its been a crazy month. lots of drama. i hate uncertainity. in any type of situation. but i guess thats what makes life. well, life.

i still havent picked up Q. the vet wants to make sure hes completely ready. hes been there 5 days. and the bill. oh my. BUT its not even close to the 3 day estimation gg gave me. wow. they tried to rob me. even in my state of tears and being hysterical that my cat was going to die. they reallly used that to try and rob me? and the dr. pissed me off at gg. he kept calling me kiddo. kiddo. kiddo. fuck. that got under my skin! i know its cause i forgot to wear my wedding ring. cause when i went back .. he called me kiddo. until i saw him glance down and see my ring. then it stopped. :)

did you know that there are aniaml organizations that will donate money towards your pets bill if its a life threatening emergency. and some organizations pay for your spay or nueter bill? i didnt. but thank you to the following organizations:

Feline Veterinary Emergency Assistance Program

Concerned Animal Lovers

Actors & Others
OCSCPA

Animal Welfare
United Animal Nations

seriously .. without their help .. i wouldve have been sooooo SOL.

ive been using this stuff for your eyelashes .. its suppose to make them longer and fuller .. and i dont think its working ...

a couple pics of baby yah .. before her father gave her the UGLIEST haircut ever. it makes her look so much like a boy. and her dad!

donjuan Louis Vuiton

she likes phones and computers??

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my bad ..

i was bad this month.

including this .. half assed blog

ive only blogged three times this month.

my bad!

i promise to be a more dedicated blogger.

:)

a test?

these last 2 weeks? have been an absolute craziness of ups n downs. emotionally. physically. mentally.

quite an eye opener.

walls up time? maybe.

a test of faith? maybe.

and am i superwomen. yes.

a frustrated superwomen. i feel like im doing SO much all by myself. i live in a house full of 3 grown men. and i feel like i do everything myself.

what would happen if i just stopped. stopped doing the dishes. laundry. cleaning the floors. dusting. bathrooms. organizing everything so its not such a fuckin hot mess everywhere.

nothing.

it would just be an unsuitable place for me and krystal to live.

pmsing much? hahahahaa ..



she always makes me smile. drool much?